Day 125 – pass

Some days are easy, some are not. Today? Not.

I’m reminded of all those adages to improve your attitude … a thing worth doing well … what you plant now … our greatest weakness … you can probably finish them, too. But the fact is, it’s just been a crappy day. Didn’t feel very well when I woke up, didn’t go to the pool, didn’t eat the right things today. And I’m peaking it off with pizza and wings for dinner.

I won’t overdo it – one slice, two wings, and salad. But somehow, I just couldn’t manage my day very well. And because I’m not in the mood to beat up on myself, that’s just going to have to be okay for today. Every day I review how important this all is to me, and every day I struggle. Not because my motivation is low, and not because I’m incapable. But because dieting is hard. And exercising an injured body is hard. And being older is hard.

That’s it …